What would be enough
To turn your head around?
From your heavy tongue
The heaviest of-

So I go, tremble shake

I am just a step away

Here's your song
At your feet
Show them how
They trample me

Hearts are dragging all across the pavement slam the dirt so I
Make you take the worst and you can't help but go and ask for

More

I throw these words away
As autumn hits the ground
I'm sorry mom and dad
I just can't listen

Your smoke just burns my face
I fake a stomach ache
What I hate to say
Is everything I mean.

That is a song by No Address. They are one of the greatest bands. They sound so much like Nirvana, it's crazy. I mean the music isn't grunge and all but is still amazing. When I first heard his voice I was like wow..like It's Kurt. And then I got their album and I was even more blown away. But if you havn't heard them you should def check into that and add them to your myspace because they are like the nicest guys.Ok, so here is another song by them. I think it's pretty cute. Pretty sexual. I bet that makes everyone so excited to read it right?

She's just a pretty girl
Who comes around here
To make you smile

Red wine all stains your lips
And baby I'd like to wipe it off
But I can't bare to touch you now

Your eyes are looking down
Right into the pavement

And I hope you know

That I tried to change your mind

Twenty floors up baby says
She just sometimes wants to jump
She holds a drink, she holds a dream
But that's not all

Hand in your pockets
Jingling on your keys and I can't stop it

And I hope you don't

Aight. Well that's No Address. Go listen to them.

1967-1994

I don't really have the right words right now. Today just isn't a good day. And of course there is no obvious reason why. But I can't complain. I'm just so fucking selfish.

Here's a story I wrote in December

The girl frowned as her sadness made deep footprints in the new snow. No one could see her tears in the darkness but no one was around to see anyways. Silence filled the night sky. She sat down at an empty playground looking down into the sparkling snow. She could hear the sounds of a nearby car although she felt so distant. A young boy stood across the street. He was lost. She was lost. Their abandoned eyes met. Their hearts. Hope filled his stained eyes. His eager feet moved towards her. And her frown turned to a smile as she watched the car crash into his immortal youth. Fire arose around the innocent, lifeless body. And in this moment she was happy. She looked down at her worn out converse, smiling to herself. And upon looking up, he was right there. He spoke his words softly, so matured for such a young boy. She moved hair out of his delicate face. He touched her cold hands with his. She loved him too. And together they flew away, disappearing in the beautiful night sky.

I MisS ThE coMforT iN beiNG saD

::Edit:: 3/13

 I dedicate that to myself

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~

wtf?!

You guys don't care about me. Don't give me that shit. I don't care about you. I would shoot you without any regret. Yeah, go cry about it.

So now that we understand eachother here is Kurt Cobain quotes

"I'm a spokesman for myself. It just so happens that there's a bunch of people that are concerned with what I have to say. I find that frightening at times because I'm just as confused as most people. I don't have the answers for anything. I don't want to be a fucking spokesperson."

"In Aberdeen, I hated my friends with a passion, because they were idiots." (Ha! That's me man)

"I knew that having a child I'd be overwhelmed and it's true... I can't tell you how much my attitude has changed since we've got Frances. Holding my baby is the best drug in the world." (Obviously not)

"If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying.Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got."

Currently Listening Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge By My Chemical Romance see related

"The Devil got landed with a shitty job, he has to deal with assholes everyday, he's probably bored as hell."

"I just don't like to get intimate. I don't want anyone to know what I feel and what I think, and if they can't get some kind of an idea of what sort of person I am through my music, then that's too bad."

A Nirvana State of Mind
    If She Floats Then She Is Not A Witch Like We Thought

"I wouldn't be surprised if I was voted most likely to kill everyone at a high school dance."

Aight, so ma famlay is coming ova for ma birfday so I be hiding in ma room aw day. And dats how it gows down.

Ok I'm done with my ghetto talk. So yesterday I learned about the feud between Taking Back Sunday and Brand New, which are both great bands. So I guess Jesse from Brand New and John from Taking Back Sunday had been friends since "grade school" and then Jesse's girlfriend cheated on him with John and Jesse figured out. So Jesse wrote this song about John.

As if it happening wasn't enough
I gotta go and write a song
just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, covers over my head
Wrote a message on my pillow that says
"Jesse, stay asleep in bed"
Don't apologize - I hope you choke and die
Search your shelf for something which to hang yourself
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when your whole life has gone to Hell
So is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids
Have another drink and drive yourself home
I hope there's ice on all the roads
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt
and again when your head goes through the windshield

Is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
So let's end this call and end this conversation
And is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with
Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say "best friends" means friends forever

And then John wrote this song back. And notice the bolded line above.

"There's No "I" In Team"

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
And if we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

And I've got a twenty-dollar bill
that says you're up late night starting
fist fights versus fences in your backyard
Wearing your black eye like a badge of honor
Soaking in sympathy
from friends who never loved you
nearly half as much as me

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Well I can't regret,
can't you just forget it?
I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means

You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Is this what you call tact?
I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
so let's end this call,
and end this conversation
there's nothing worse...
(that's right he said, that's right he said it)
I swear, you have no idea
The jealousy that became me thinking
(that's right he said)
that you always had it way too easy

Broken down in bars and bathrooms
All I did was what I had to
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's just what anyone would do
Take the time to talk about it
Think a lot and live without it
Don't believe me when I tell you
it's something unforgivable

Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve
Best friends means I pulled the trigger
Best friends means you get what you deserve

Best friends means I pulled the trigger!!!
Best friends means you get what you deserve!!!

I  always liked that song and I never really knew what it was about so know that I know it makes more sense. But it still really makes me sad knowing that they're not friends anymore. But John shouldn't have been such an asshole. I deffinatly understand Jesse's anger. I mean how can you be friends with someone that long and just throw the friendship away over some girl? But shit happens.